Searching For LVoe

Am i live for love?

2011-07-20T03:13:00.001-07:00

I asked my fren, who am i? (in love)
He said, im one who doin things follow my heart's flow. Wil do watever tat pops out on my mind.
I asked him, am i doing wrong all the time?
He answered without taking more than 1 sec, and his answer is im wrong.
I was having insomnia last night, the reason, is quite simple, im a materialistic person, am i?
i questioned myself for a long time.
Why would i went back to my past memories?
Why?
I browsed ur facebook for hours last night, u and ur bf. How blissful. Isn't the life im hungering for? Thn why i chose to quit? I put myself on risk.

I questioned myself, wat i live for? Why im stil alive? What is the purpose? For wat Im doing all these?

After all, results turned out and I get know, all the people in this world, are egoism. Im juz self fish. Im doin all these for myself. Im cheering myself. Im doing all for my sake, no matter how it hurts, no matter how much its cost. Most of the phrases here I start with an "I". U can see how ego am i.

Sometime, I think too much. I think deeper than a lot of people. I got my own mindset, and I set it to be different. I set it in a weird way.

My fren said, don lock myself up in the past memories, I should try something new. But, isn't weird to leave the past just like that?

(imcomplete... need a GOD damn counselor)

당신을 사랑합니다

2011-03-22T09:35:00.000-07:00

당신을 사랑합니다

당신이 이해가 안되는

제발... 날 떠나 지마

난 당신이 필요해

내가 당신을 기다릴 것입니다

무슨 당신이 제일 좋아하는 남자?

내가 있고 싶은...

난 아무것도 할거야 당신의 마음을이기려면...

내게 기회를 줘

제발 ~

2011-02-06T22:28:00.000-08:00

OMG.. Haix.. Duno what's going again.. If a person were to ask me, "hey!,Rick, what's up?". Thn most probably I'll answer, "Yeoh, she is up again..? huh!? Wat a shame for me to text u rubbish after I was drunk..

Scare of being a rubbish in ur heart.. U hav misunderstanding.... This new year hav leaved me wif too much of misunderstanding... U know wat... All I hav been doing, mayb should says mostly, are all taking u as priority...

I wan u to stay happy... I tried all I can, I did put in my effort... I persuade all the person surrounding me who can get near to u, to take care of u, to bring me more information bout u...

Haha... I even go and get close to another girl... In order to see whether u wil feel a little, juz a little of jealous, a little which can lead me happiness for few days... And even u won't feel wat I intend to let u feel, I could Tel myself tat I should not keep it goin lik tis.. But who knows, I turned up to be a bad guy... Why... Mayb it's juz a little words which came out from mouth which u never care bout it, or accidentally spoke it out... But the words are hurting me... So badly.. I cried, and once again, I was drunk... I never touch her... I juz nit girl, somehow... But none of them can really touch my heart.. Not even a small part of my heart...

wat can I do? i want to get near to u, as close as i can... Wan to get knows bout u, as much as i can... Wan to hug u so freaking bad... Wan to cry on u... I wan everything of mine is related to u... U knew it, u never give me chance... U insist not to go out alone wif me.. U rejected me, quite a numbers of time... I know, i understand... I'm not the one u are finding, thn pls, find one... Anyone can be better than me cos I'm trashhhh...

Wat the f"uc I'm doin.. Pretended to be the saint of love? never give up? I know these all are not existing nowadays...

I hate Christmas, I hate the new year... Cos u din wish me... The big days without ur wish are not big days anymore... And, cny is sucks....

Pls forgive me ~

2010-12-07T21:33:00.000-08:00

I did a lots of mistake in my life. I made a lots of people disappointed wif me. But, i'm not really meant to do so. I tink these all were my retribution for wat i did. I hav hurt a lots girl, made a lots girls cried for me. I gave up the chances to hav a very good girl fren for plenty of time, juz for one stupid reason. One never happen reason. My frens were scolded me, for gave up one girl, who was treated me with all the truly hearts, that i could never found her back in my life.

But after all, i'm glad, bcos all of them are now living blissfully and happily. For those who are stil not, so sorry, and there are stil a lot of good guys everywhere. Pls, don stick wif me, a failure.

2010-09-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

四面楚歌...
四面受敌...
人心险恶...
搞不懂未来了... 完全失去了方向...

果真验证了一句话: 患难见真情...
谁能够教教我, 我该如何是好???

想对你说 !

2010-07-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Did u ever know, Im never regret for knowing u as my fren. In contrast, Im glad for tis. U are so special for me. Although we are destined to be a pair of frens until the end of my life, but Im oways wif a little hope in deep of my heart. Im glad~

The reason for why Im so impress wif u??? DOnooo~ Maybe u are to beauty for me.. Too cute for me... No nono... Not tis... Maybe bcos u are the one i can never have? No, Im not such ego person... The reason is undetectable =,=

But, at least, u are my best ever reason not to attend to college which whn i think of u, i will start to tink why should i study whereas u are not by my side. No reason!!! Im sad, Yea Im... hahax...

Anyway i hav to admit, u hav inspired me, push me to seek for improvement... Did u ever know, I brought the car bcos of u !!! wow... haha... yea, I admit it...

LoL, zzz... wondering =,= why would u never give urself a chance??? Or in other words, giv me a chance... Juz a simple chance for u to know me much more than u ever know... but u dy get know of me long long time ago~ zzz... or Im not the one u are finding... I not in ur list? Wonder~

Huh? Im getting crazy from day to day... Hope la can forget tis "bullshit" ASAP, not to bring troubles to others... So sorry for L u... sry la sry la... don angry, worry, scare yup~ Im not the insane =,=

2010-03-20T07:59:00.000-07:00

琴键按下了, 旋律奏起了; 感情放下了, 空虚响起了.......

我, 又开始想你了.... 想你的好.... 想你的笑.... 想你,想你,想到睡着了....

我们, 好像越来越远了.... 陌生了, 你身边的, 我都不认识了 ....

话题没了, 联络也少了.... 怎么了? 我想做的, 都无能为力了 ....

很想要找你, 拿起电话, 勇气变少了 ....

很想关心你, 毕竟很久, 没有消息了 ....

我说, 再多一阵子, 我可能会有机会 .... 我只想要对你好 .......

你说, 没有可能了, 我们不会在一起 .... 你只想要一个人 .......

不要嫌我烦 .... 我真的很烦 ....

我可以无所谓 .... 寂寞却一直掉眼泪 ....

CNY

2010-02-28T09:13:00.000-08:00

BUsy buSY bUSy BusY~

awhhh~

FEel tis song turns more nice from day to day~

2010-02-19T06:51:00.001-08:00

最长的电影~ 周杰伦

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再从来会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
在给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再从来会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
在给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

在给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎。。。

Pretty Artwork @.#

2010-02-11T06:40:00.000-08:00

I drew tis pic long time ago.. hahaha^^

Looking back, sometime in my mind, "wat a lousy drawing skill" !! hahaha XD

Byul - Kim Ah Joo

2010-02-11T01:16:00.000-08:00

param gyeoli changeul heundeulgo ~

nae gimalhan jakeun nawei pan weouro ~

areumduphge byulbijdeureul ~

kadeul chaewojuneyo ~

malhi aphahajimah ~

nalkkok aneunchae dadokyojumyeo ~

jakjara weouro haejuneyo ~

keodji mothalmankkeum himekyeowon aphawado ~

nunmuli apeul karyeowado ~

kajjimothal nae sarang aphedo nan useullaeyo ~

jamshimado kyeote haengboghattdeon giogdeureul ~

kashime kanjig halkeyo ~

du nune suno najin jeobyuldeul ~

cheoreom yeongwonhi ~

Policeman = Salesman

2010-02-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

Yea... The title is interesting...

My bro told me this story at noon time, while we were going to have lunch...

He was driving on the road and talking to the phone at the same time while heading to my place.

Suddenly, a policeman stopped him. The policeman said, "Hey, young man! U can't talk to the phone while driving! Tis is illegal."

The policeman is nice, and advised my bro to not to talk phone while driving because there are a lot of road block recently since the CNY is near.

Then, my bro begged the policeman to give him one chance. Consequently, the policeman asked for a bribe. Unfortunately, my bro juz came back from Thailand. His wallet was full of Thai money and there was RM 210 left inside, which consists of two pieces of rm 100 and one piece of rm 10. He wished to give the policeman RM 10.

What happened later was, the policeman rejected him, and asked for rm 50. The policeman said, it's hard to earn money nowadays. Some more, CNY is near. His "boss" set the target for all the policeman. They nit to "eat rasuah" until exceed certain amounts of money per day. If he lets my bro goes with rm 10, tis means he has to charge more money for the next car.

Eventually, my bro decided to giv him rm 50, bud he had no small change. He just got two pieces of rm 100. What the policeman does was, he said he provides the small change service. He took rm 100 from my bro and returned rm 50.

Finally, my bro leaved the place without saman.

Awesome. I quite like tis country. Police likes to receive bribe and the citizens can easily escape from the punishment.

What surprising me is, the policeman can really act like salesman. They even have the target for the day, and the small change service is good !!!

Freaking Police !!! I support !!!

My CTS presentation that get zero mark !!!!

2010-02-07T09:10:00.000-08:00

GOod morning to Ms. Tay and my fellow friends. My title is talking about the quality that human beings need more. First of all, i will like to say that, human beings are God's most perfect masterpiece. Human beings are created to master, protect and take care of the world. However, the world changes a lot. Human beings are now lost the human nature of being the protector of the world. These all changes due to the lack of human qualities of human beings. As human beings become cruel, violent and concern of self interests, the world turns worst. Human beings that are lack of qualities will causing the destruction at the end.

As we all know, love varies in many difference types. For example, family love, friends' love, and of course, love between a pair of couples. A person who love will tried to provide the best to the loved person. I will like to say, human beings need love as their main quality.

Why do i said so? Actually there are some reasons. The world cannot exist without love. Without the love of human beings to each other, way may occurs. Humans will start to kill each other because of the power. Whole world will become very cruel.

Second reason why love is important is because without the love of human beings to the natural environment, natural may be destroyed. Animals could extinct and all the trees being cut off just because humans want to get the animals’ skin and the trunk of trees to make profit. Humans will start to be self-fish.

3^rd reason why love is important is because without the love of human beings to their job, the country’s economy would collapse. For example, if doctors don’t like healing people, everyone can’t cure from sickness, if teachers don’t like to teach, all the students will poor of knowledge, if the chefs don’t like to cook anymore, we will lost the chances to try the tasty food.

Lastly, the reason why love is important is because without the love of a father to a son, the son will not have a bright future. The son will live in darkness. He will not able to study, to learn and feels the feeling of being love.

These are all the reasons why human beings need love as their main quantity. Dear students, human beings need love. Without it, life has no meaning or purpose. So please, show your love to the people surrounding you start from today. Thank you very much.

REMARKSSS: although tis is not a good speech. However, i did it in rush, so i can't make a proper correction and tis essay is hundred percents comes from my mind and not taken from any websites... The only reason why i will got zero mark for the presentation is i did not know the day was my turn to present the speech!!! I did not prepare everything that were needed. I even wore the T-shirt, short pant and slipper to my college !!! After all, i would like to say, everything i did are wasted...... =,=

This is my 1st post at 2010, and the post is about i got zero mark for my presentation. So, i will like to name this post as "zero post".. wuhahaha XD happy chinese new year friends...

I'm sorry ~

2009-11-16T04:27:00.000-08:00

Once again, i ignore my assignment for one more day in purpose to declare my feelings and to be honest to you.

At first, i must tell that is not your fault. Is mine. But this not really important.

The most important is who makes who suffering.

Of course, the answer sure is "me"-rick . weiloon

I'm the one who made promises to you but break it.

Who is the victim now? You!

I don't want to talk about those things like i'm a failure or i'm such as an ego person.

BUT.....

I must admit that I had make a wrong decision. A decision that i dare not to tell in front of you.

I'm the one who create so many problems but i'm still consider to escape from all of this at this moment. I lost my mood these past few days even today. Not only this, i can't even concentrate in my school works where my exam is around the corner too. I'm very worry about it but most worried is about you. I have led us to such situations.

I keep smoke and drink the bears recently in order to make me blur and fuzzy all the time so that i can not to think about the mistakes that i have made. Despite so, i'm also trying to find out the solutions for what have happened.

Actually, for your knowledge, there is still a solution that is i go back to your side. Yea, i can't deny that you stand a position in my heart until now. It's truth. I love you. However, the broken piano can never returned to its original appearance and even can, the songs played by piano will never be the same as before. In similar, the problems that occurred in our love will be there forever and also left a scar in our hearts.

I not willing to bluff you anymore. In fact, this will just make me hate myself more and more. As you said, neither says it now nor says it in future will just gave out same answer. Since my heart is not 100% percents with you, i should not to continue my relationship with you and i'm here to assure you break off the relationship with me. I know you won't want to hear it but i have said it OUT, with the feelings of guilt and sad. Who will knows that i'm crying in this moment and for the only one reader who will read it throughly and paid fully attention that is you, is crying at the same moment too~

Thus, a speech which a bad guy will usually talked to a sad girl that dumped by him, i hope you will always stay happy and wish both of us can still be a pair of good friends. However, there is something that i really want to wish you that is learn how to forget and forgive. I understand this phrase eventually after think for so long time. The word 'forget' is to forget what people have done to you and take it as a test from god to you. On the other hand, the word 'forgive' is to forgive what others have done to you which you take it as a bad thing that might hurts you. As a matter of fact, everyone has own choice and we must learn to accept as well as respect people's decisions. It's my thinking and i can't ensure its work on you. What is more, i hope you will recover from sadness as soon as possible.

Lastly, please allow me to say sorry, sorry, sorry. Say 3 times mean i really feel sorry to you. One of my best friends taught me this... Please let me know what do you feel time by time in order to make me feel better.

I love You deaaaar~ Last time and sincerely...

It is so weird ~

2009-09-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Who is she ?
Why a person will treat one people so good suddenly ?
They don't even know each other before ..
Isn't because of the relationships between two of them have changed ?
But it took a little of time and have great changes between two person ..
They will show caring to each other , they will worry when the another one get into some problems , they will even miss him/her when not seeing each other for whole day ..
Why ???
They came from different places and have distinct lifestyle before .. They never heard about the another one's name before ..

What's the reason ?
I'll miss her .. She will miss me too ..
When i met any problems at my college , i'll told her and she will comfort me ., Although she doesn't help anything to my study , but my heart will feeling well afterwards ..
I hate her sometimes , because the things that she done was out of my knowledge .. I'll keep think about what is she doing there and being with who ? But she will give me a good explanation after all , and i'll not angry her for a long period ..
We like to come out together , to go to the shopping mall , despite there are no other choices for us .. She will also shares me everything and will sometime jealous to the others girls .. She help me to top up ; she called me for many times and we can talk phone for a very long time .
I feel like can't live without her .. I feel like want to treat her as good as i can .. And , i feel like want to tell her all my feelings and unhappy things .. I'll text her everyday after my lessons ..
As same as she do .. If she leaves me , my live could be empty and out of directions for long time ..
But these all statements not longer can be asked why from me..

I copy this from the mail that people sent to me ..

2009-09-13T00:24:00.000-07:00

给亲爱的你，
谢谢你做我的朋友..^^
谢谢你在我的童年为我挂上一个句号..
希望我们毕业后还能继续联络哦！
记得毕业后不要忘记我哦....

以前，我们曾经一起吵架过..
以前，我们曾经一起闹纠纷过...以前，我们曾经一起笑过...以前，我们曾经一起分享过..
以前，我们曾经一起被罚过..以前，我们曾经一起游戏过..以前，我们曾经一起嬉戏过.. 以前，我们曾经一起读书过.. 以前，我们曾经一起活动过..
以前，我们曾经一起发神经过..
以前，我们曾经一起翘课过...
以前，我们曾经一起唱歌过..
以前，我们曾经一起表演过..
以前，我们曾经一起用餐过..以前，我们曾经一起忙碌过...
以前，我们曾经一起做弊过..
以前，我们曾经互相挺立对方过..
以前，我们曾经互相包容过.. 许许多多的以前，许许多多的回忆..
如今将挂上一个美丽的句号...
这些回忆让我们的童年添加了色彩..
让我们都经过快乐，悲伤，忧虑，害怕...
期盼着要到的将来，
等待着要到的未来..
大家的友情，
永远都没有句号，
大家的友情，
永远都没有污点..
把每一份真诚的友谊，
都藏在心中..

你是我的朋友，我希望你知道这个是真的..
无论发生什么事，我都会站在你这里;
当你需要我的时候，我一定会出现,
给你援手，助你一臂..
有需要的时候尽管来找我..
不因为为什么,
只因为我们是朋友..
虽然我们毕业了，分离了.
不希望你忘掉我..
不希望你憎恨我..
只希望你记住我~
一定要记住哦！
希望我们友谊万岁~
有缘的话，咱们一定会再相遇..
相信我！我们一定会再相遇的~

Set Foot On The Road Of Life

2009-08-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

All of them have been starting their life to create their future ...

Me is the one , can counted as most late ..

Or maybe there is someone else , as late as me , but i am not sure ...

My future , not my choice ?

I'm not sure ...

At least i know , it not my first choice ..

What i gonna do ? The date is just around the corner ..

SEIZE THE DAY WITH YOUR LOVE ONE

2009-08-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

If the world is about to end, leaving you one person alive, what will you choose to do ?

Shouted to the sky? Crying on the sea?

Loneliness fill your side ......

You begin to fear ....

If there is such a day, Who would be in your minds?

And if he/she appears beside you , this gonna change your situation .....

For sure, that person very important to you ...

You have to cherish that person, or would regret it after that person have lost....

TREASURE THE ONE WHO IMPORTANT TO YOU !!

爱情?

2009-07-23T04:06:00.000-07:00

什么是爱?

有的人说 , 爱是自私的... 爱就是要拥有... 不管海枯石烂 , 不管地老天荒 , 只要爱得灿烂 , 爱得不顾一切 , 爱得不理后果 , 这就是生命的所有... 仿佛世界上没有东西可以阻挡两人的爱... 只要有爱 , 别的东西就不再重要...

也有人说 , 爱是伟大的... 爱就是要成全... 不管心痛如麻 , 不管心力交瘁 , 只要对方幸福 , 爱得大慈大悲 , 爱得肯舍肯让 , 这就是一生的追求... 似乎把自己的幸福抛之于脑后置之不理... 只要她好 , 所有一切都不再重要...

听人家说:
爱 , 有好多好多种... 暗爱 , 明爱 , 相爱 , 恨爱 , 幼爱 , 变质的爱... ...

暗恋 , 爱着一个人却不能让她知道 , 心里的痛是无法形容的...
明恋 , 光明正大的爱一个人 , 是尴尬和心跳加速的一种爱情...
相恋 , 则是最幸福的 , 两人互相关心和爱护 , 甜蜜的关系让所有人都想要拥有...
恨爱 , 是对一个人又恨又爱 , 但往往爱多过很 , 不得不爱...
幼爱 , 是幼稚的 , 暧昧与礼貌的结合...

变质的爱 , 是最痛的... 此时的爱已走上绝路 , 不能再回头...

你 , 有爱过吗 ?

知道当中滋味吗 ?
举个例子...

年轻人的爱 , 是零乱的 , 时常搞不清楚自己想要什么 , 也不知道是不是真的爱上了... 年轻的我们 , 可能只为了对方的一举一动忽然吸引到我们的目光而心跳加速 , 呼吸困难 , 时常留意对方 , 希望能在她身上再找回吸引我们的东西... 当我们经历了以上的种种迹象 , 就会告诉自己已经爱上对方 , 时常会为了对方的一个动作而心旷神怡 , 也会为了对方的不理不睬而心烦气燥 , 觉得是不是自己作错了什么... 心里面是爱着对方的 , 但 , 始终不敢开口 ... 直到她的离开 , 才伤心的落泪 , 觉得生无可恋 , 然后静静的告诉自己 , "我失恋了"... 也可能说了出来 , 但再一起的时间可能是短
暂地 , 分手后 , 也痛不如生...

原因是 , 大家都没真正的了解对方... 不知道自己喜欢上的到底是对方还是爱情的感觉...

往往弄到自己搞错了 , 而长期生存在悲伤下 , 折磨着自己的心灵...

有人说 : 两个人能在一起 , 是上天赐给他们的缘分... 之后两人就会幸福 , 时常惦记对方 , 关心对方 , 保护对方 ... 但是 , 当两个人的感情变淡了 , 对彼此不再信任 , 不再保护和关心爱 , 这是缘分已经走到了尽头 , 再也无法挽回...

到底什么是爱 ? 我也搞不清楚 ... 长大后了解的爱 , 不再是小时候所明白的爱... 长大后的爱 , 往往离不开与物质扯上关系... 到底是世界的文明改变了人们的思想吗 ? 让所有人变得那么现实吗 ? 询问我的朋友们(女性) , 钱那么重要吗 ? 为什么一定要在爱情和金钱里挂一个等号...

她们的回答 , 让我哑口无言... 她们都说钱很重要 , 现在找一个有钱的 , 将来自己的生活无忧无虑 , 不愁三餐... 就连我做工时 , 听到同事交谈 , 有些说希望快点找到一个有钱的男友 , 将来自己就幸福了... 即使她们的言论我百般不解 , 也不同意... 但这是事实 , 残酷的...

我的朋友 , 许多都有了女友... 他们当中 , 有的当女人是玩具... 玩到厌倦了 , 就将其抛弃... 有的每天都与女友为了小事吵架... 有的则分分和和 ... 这或许也是爱情的另一面 , 他们拥有爱情专利 , 可以选择他们想要的爱情...

也许人真的变了... 在这现实生活中要找到真心的 , 而不被金钱所约束的 , 不是没有 , 而是很少... 也不知道要说这些少数的爱情主义者是还没长大还是他们是真心的... 但正正就是这些人 , 在篇写着许多美丽的爱情故事...

你是否也有和我一样的感受 ? 希望有智慧者可以解答我的疑问 ? 好让我有新的启发...

友谊?

2009-05-05T09:13:00.001-07:00

06MAY09

这是我回来hometown的第四天.. 心情不是很好.. 心里有种很孤独的感觉.. 昔日一起嘻戏玩乐的朋友 , 有啊 .. 还一起出来聚合.. 但就是少了一样东西.. 还记得以前读书时, 一到早上十点下课 , 一群中五的学生 , 总是逃课到校外的茶摊去吃早餐 , 吃完早餐 , 就到我们的第二个家 "JC" 去打电脑 , 一直打到放学 , 然后吃午餐再回家.. 下午 , 又再一起聚在JC 打电脑 , 一直到傍晚去喝茶杯.. 晚上 , 又出来了.. 那时候 , 与朋友见面还多过和女朋友拍拖.. 朋友之间的感情 , 是如此般的深厚.. 一直到了SPM考试 , 大家还常常出来 , 就连在考完第一张试卷等待第二张试卷的来临时 , 也可到外面去玩乐.. 那时的我们 , 似乎把朋友放在第一位置 , 考试也可视之为无物..

但.. 不知道什么时候 , 这种浓厚的感情 , 慢慢的变得浅淡了.. 应该是考完试后吧.. 考完试后的朋友们 , 虽然还是常常一起出来.. 而且还筹划了去KL旅行.. 就和往年一样 , 十多个朋友一起在KL庆祝圣诞节.. 但 , 2008年的圣诞节 , 好像少了很多色彩.. 一些朋友因为迷恋上了一个网上游戏 , 在游戏里面认识了许多外地女子 , 当然也有KL的 , 有些还因为缘分而成为情侣.. 在圣诞节的前夕 , 几个朋友都纷纷与那些网友相遇 , 而忽略了朋友 .. 有些甚至玩到没回旅店睡觉.. 其他朋友们都说他们重色轻友.. 其实 , 我开始还很怪他们 , 但到了后来 , 我知道了 , 朋友们都长大了 , 都有自己的思想和生活.. 他们都有权利选择自己喜欢的东西.. 其实 , 没有这些女子都好 , 和一群朋友在KL要出街时 , 大家都有自己想去的地方.. 结果 , 今年破记录的14个朋友-历年最多的一次 , 反而没有像往年那样同声同气有一致的目标地点 , 朋友们都分散的走 , 去sgi.wang的去 , 去midvalley的去 , 去喝酒的去 , 去找女友的去.. 朋友们唯一完完整整的在一起的时间 , 竟是一起从hometown坐巴士到KL的那短短8个小时.. 朋友们 , 在也不像从前那样 , 大家就只像是同坐一巴士的陌生乘客 , 也像同住一间酒店的陌生人 , 大家都有自己的目标和目的.. 那年的圣诞节 , 是我在这三年与朋友一起过的圣诞节里面最不开心的一次.. 不知道是不是期望太高 , 以为今年一定很好玩 , 结果失望越大 , 越伤心.. 如果有的选 , 我宁愿今年我们可能会因为某某原因而去不成..

圣诞节后的朋友 , 关系更加疏远.. 有的朋友 , 被选去国民服务.. 我 , 也不例外.. 朋友们都有来送行.. 那时的我 , 脑里还在想 , NS完毕后一定要和朋友聚在一起.. 辛苦的NS , 终于完成了 .. 出来后 , 我依然有和朋友一起出来.. 但是 , 不知时间是不是真的可以冲淡一切 , 包括友谊 , 那时的我 , 发觉朋友 , 真的不像以前那么友好了 , 大家都有自己的忙碌.. 有些朋友 , 还因为必须升学而离开了我们.. 看着身边的朋友一一的离开我 , 心里有一种莫名其妙的感叹.. 之后的我 , 也因为贪玩 , 到了KL去做工.. 与朋友分开了一个月.. 在一个月里面 , 得知有更多的朋友到别的地方去升学.. 不少来了KL .. 与他们相遇 , 问及他们的生活时 , 他们都说得津津有味 , 都说他们现在的学校非常爽.. 有些还说现在的学校能找到他们的知己..

我懂了.. 朋友都长大了 , 都有自己的新生活 , 新朋友.. 与新朋友每天见面 , 感情自然深厚过与从前的朋友.. 从前的友谊 , 也只能当作美好的回忆..
朋友!
离别的日子越来越靠近 , 我们即将分离.. 但我会永远记得你们.. 希望因为缘分 , 能另我们再次从遇.. 我对你们的友谊永远不会断裂..
你们的名字 , 又一一浮现在我脑海中.. 柯康,荣诚,今水,伟光,ahlau,伟鸿,JS,明秀,铭杰,Viking,伟杰,dordai,伟源,mao,poh,calwin,贻磊,teng.......... 我不会忘记你们的 !